Category: Jenny’s Notes

Wheelchair Access Field Work: My APSI Experience in APES

Attending an Advanced Placement Summer Institute (APSI) (Teacher training) last week was an empowering experience, especially as a wheelchair user. The institute focused on AP Environmental Science (APES), which is a course used in High school to give high school students college credits before starting college. I was thrilled to be fully included in the field work, thanks to a golf cart, open minded and solution oriented facilitator and participants that allowed me to navigate the outdoor sites. This post shares my journey and highlights how wheelchair access field work can be inclusive and accessible. 

Why APSI Matters for AP Teachers

APSI workshops are essential for teachers to deepen their content knowledge and learn new strategies. For APES, hands-on field work is essential for exploring the environment, gathering specimens and collecting data, but it often poses barriers for educators and students with mobility challenges. My experience showed that with simple accommodations and solution oriented folks inclusion is possible.

Wheelchair Access Field Work in Action

The institute took place at Loyola University Chicago’s LECU campus in Woodstock, with varied terrain. The organizer helped to arranged a golf cart, which we used to travel between sampling sites. I also had a couple of brave volunteers from the other participants help lift me into the cart where there were bars I could hold onto while my instructor drove. I knew how to direct them to lift me safely – for them and me. Understanding my capabilities is a huge key to support others to help me be included – I’m from a small demographic and I can’t expect people to know how to help me so I need to be able to educate!  I could not get directly into the ponds which I would have loved to do but the other participants  collected bus tubs of water samples with ponds specimens and placed tubs of water on a lap board I always use. This enabled me to get my hands in the water and pick out specimens and see first hand the bio- diversity in the different ponds. I was able to record data and take pictures alongside my peers. The highlight for me was seeing all the stages of how a frog goes through metamorphosis we observed tadpole eggs – tadpoles- 1/2 frog and tadpole (See pic!!)  to finally a bull frog. The key was communication: they asked what I needed and made it happen. This is a model for how wheelchair access field work can be integrated into any outdoor education setting.

Adaptations That Made It Work

  • Golf cart transportation: Allowed me to move quickly over grass and gravel paths. Its very difficult to traverse through hilly and grassy areas with a wheelchair. 
  • Accessible sampling: A lapboard to comfortably place the tub of pond samples for observation and specimen collection. Another option could be to bring the wheelchair with- transport out of the golf cart into the wheelchair and then have wheelchair height tables set up for the analysis. This is not ideal if going to multiple areas for investigation- too much transferring takes a toll on everyone involved. 
  • Peer assistance: Colleagues helped lift me into golf cart and drive because there were no hand controls on the golf cart. They also helped to carry gear and collect pond samples for my analysis. they are helped to return the specimens back to their home. 

Overcoming Fear and Learning to Lift

One of the most memorable parts of the APSI was the first day when I needed to get into the golf cart. The group of teachers was super supportive and offered to lift me in. But I had to overcome my fear of being judged, of falling out of the cart, and of someone getting hurt. I took a deep breath and confidently directed them on how to lift me safely. I taught them to come under my knees so they stay bent, and under my armpits while grasping my forearms. I learned these techniques and the importance of proper training during my travels to India with my husband. That moment of trust and teamwork made me feel empowered and included.

Lessons for Event Organizers

If you’re planning a field-based workshop, consider these tips for wheelchair access field work: survey the site for barriers, provide alternative transportation, and have a backup plan for weather. Including participants with disabilities enriches the experience for everyone. For more ideas on inclusive outdoor activities, check out Chicago Adaptive Sports & Disability Events Calendar for community events that prioritize access and trains volunteer how to support people with varying disabilities. 

Empowerment Through Inclusion

Being included in the field work boosted my confidence and reminded me that disability does not limit participation. Organizations like Project Awaken champion this message daily, pairing volunteers with individuals to help them re-engage with life. For women facing mobility challenges, products like Easy Access Pants can also remove barriers to outdoor activities by providing discreet, functional clothing.

For more on inclusive education practices, the American Psychological Association offers guidelines on creating accessible learning environments. Remember, wheelchair access field work is not just possible; it’s powerful.

Ready to get active and inclusive? Visit Project Awaken’s events calendar to find accessible outdoor programs near you.

Frequently asked questions

What is an Advanced Placement Summer Institute (APSI)?

An APSI is a professional development workshop for AP teachers, covering curriculum, labs, and teaching strategies for a specific AP course.

How can wheelchair users participate in field work at an APSI?

Organizers can provide accessible transportation like golf carts, ensure pathways are firm and wide, and adapt activities so everyone can engage.

What is AP Environmental Science (APES) field work like?

APES field work often includes water quality testing, biodiversity surveys, and soil analysis outdoors, which can be adapted for wheelchair users.

Red Hot Ant Daggers of Pain

I lost the battle today; it doesn’t happen often; I feel like I usually win or find a way to think I win. I went to bed at 2:30 PM so numb from medicine but still in pain; there was nothing else I could do. Just imagine millions of little hot red ants stabbing their forks and knives into your body starting just below your rib-cage and then down the back and front of your legs all the way to the tips of your toes. There is not a millimeter left untouched. It’s so intense that it feels like there’s a tourniquet wrapped around my torso and each leg.

red hot ant daggers of pain

Every time I move the ants get disrupted and start moving and deepening the pain with every step they take.  It’s like a million hot daggers stabbing into my torso and my legs. The bottom half of my body is on fire and there’s nothing I can do to put the fire out.  It sucks my energy and pollutes my mind with anger. The most interesting thing that happens is I feel like I’m freezing. I start with a sweatshirt to see if I can stay warm then I also smoke some of the medical marijuana in hopes that it won’t make the pain worse because sometimes it does.

I tried to make it through this time; I have my passion to distract- lesson plans for my students to master so they don’t get bored and actually learn something. I try to focus through; the weed helped a little but I accidently smoked too much and now I’m falling asleep at my computer and the pain is not much better just masked by the high. I don’t want to give in I want to focus and do my work; I just want to feel normal agian. 

I ask myself what else can I do? I could have a coffee but I know that increases my pain 5-fold, but at least I would be more alert and maybe able to focus through. I use to have the good shit OxyContin, Vicodin any opioid pain killer that I wanted and not just a few; I can have 90 of them per month (3 pills a day).  I use to take these put they cause horrible constipation, addiction and for me they only mask the pain for about 30 minutes. After those 30 minutes of pure bliss the pain came back 10-fold and also total exhaustion. Of course, I can just take another one but I couldn’t do it, my body wouldn’t let me; the high wasn’t worth the cost. This is what brought me to the medical canabis which given the right strain can take off the edge and help me focus on what I need to do  – it’s been a gift from God when it works.  I also try not to use it very often or I’ll just have to keep increasing the dosage.  

So now when it gets bad, I smoke the weed and do whatever I can do to get distracted from the hot ant daggers that feel like they are sucking the energy out of my soul. Distraction is the key and it totally works. When I’m passionate about what I’m doing and really in the present moment; no amount of pain can keep me from enjoying that moment. This is what happens when I teach and that’s what makes the pandemic quarantine so hard.

There is no great distraction like teaching available to me, no brat teenager taking out his phone or talking while I’m trying to teach (these are the ones I miss the most right now). What I would do to be back in class where student interactions can distract me from my pain and bring me into that present moment of engaging/inspiring that student to do the right thing. Or other distractions like a super fun hands on labs to get the kids to have some magic chemistry experience. These moments of passion and purpose are stronger than any opioids or weed strains I’ve ever had. Living a life with purpose is what keeps me sane!

But today I’m home and this distraction is not available and I’m freezing, exhausted, burning from the ribcage down. The only thing to do is to get into bed, cover myself with 4 blankets and pray that I wake up pain free.

I lost the battle but my body will win the war when one day these little daggers find a way to reconnect nerve sensations into feelings and movements once again.

No matter how sadistic it might be I need to celebrate the intense stabbing tourniquet of nerve impulses because they are resilient in searching for a connection that I know they will find.

6 Year Accident Anniversary

It is in Giving You Shall Receive

Today is my 6 years accident anniversary. 6 years ago on 4/25/2014 about 7:30 pm I was on my way home biking up from Hyde Park to downtown Chicago where I lived. I decided the safest route home would be to take the lake shore trail because I didn’t want to get hit by car and I didn’t know the streets very well. This night little did I know my life would change forever and that I wouldn’t be making my planned 600 mile bike ride from southern IL up to Wisconsin that coming summer. Little did I know that I wasn’t walking into my high school chemistry class for the rest of the year to implement labs and activities which I thought would help shape the future of my students. I know that my purpose in life is to change the world somehow through education. It’s the only thing I knew for sure I wanted to do with my life, but now I wasn’t sure how. 

Then God gave me this gift. He gave me the gift to see what the world is like with a disability and what it takes to live everyday taking care of basic needs. He gave me the opportunity to appreciate the little things in life that I’d been taking for granted for 34 years. So now with my new found situation of survival I get to learn first-hand the resilience it takes to survive in a world that is not accommodated for you. 

The thing that has depressed me the most over the past 6 years was the feeling that I can’t help other people because I’m barely surviving myself. I could hardly make it through my day so I felt like I couldn’t get close to my students because I wouldn’t be there when they needed me. I felt like I couldn’t get close to people because I had nothing to offer them – I was just this broken person rebuilding a shattered life. What do I have that I can possibly offer them that would be of any use? I’ve always measured my self-worth by who I can help – my self-worth scuppered. I’ve always been a giver and now I’ve become the ultimate taker and user.  I was desperate to be a giver again and that meant becoming independent and able to take care of myself without anyone’s help. So this is what I’ve spent the last 6 years doing.

This has been my drive that has brought me to a place where I’ve found my way that I can be a giver again. I’m independent and self-sufficient. While in the process to becoming independent I learned how real relationships exist- it was the power of AND within a relationship: give AND take. I realized that when people helped me and I shared my story with them they felt inspired and we both looked forward to our next interaction. The more I shared about my trials and survival the more I could truly connect with people. As a disabled person your first instinct is to hide everything that isn’t normal from people. Hide the nerve pain, bowel program, lack of bladder control, leg spasms, broken wheelchairs, diapers….etc. I’ve learned to celebrate these things in a way that makes them feel maybe not normal, but human for me and others. For example when I would take the train to work, the CTA workers with the ramp would wait with me for the train. While we waited we learned about each others’ lives. They would ask me about my recovery and I would ask them about their kids. I was able to connect with people in this way because they were essential to my life in a way that I never understood before my accident. I wasn’t a taker – I was a person with needs that has a ton a gratitude for the people that are able to support me along this journey. 

Now my husband (Ash) and I have begun my biggest way to give back with what God has given me. We have created Project Awaken where we can share all my stories and connect people with disabilities to inspire and motivate other people with disabilities to get active in life. It’s taken 6 years from my accident to understand what it means to give in this condition but it has only just begun.